I was born March 20,1971, the first day of spring 13 minutes before midnight.
My birthday is on the "Vernal Equinox, one of the only 2 days a year that day and night are equal. Furthermore, It is also the Pisces and Aries Cusp.
Pisces is water, Aries is Fire the total opposite, and the last and first sign of the Zodiac Chart. That should explain a lot about who I am. Totally Screwed up, hard headed, Dreamy, Hardworking with a bit of a procrastination. I am a person totally dedicated to what I am doing whether it be, Working, Facebook, Photography, My kids what ever I am doing at the time I give my all. The downside is I get almost obsessed and then I get bored and have to have a change.
I am very sensitive and loving yet very controlling and argumentative. Bullheaded yet tend to give up at times. Luck hasn't ever been a factor in my life. Hard-work and dedication hasn't really benefited me either. Doesn't seem to matter what I do all the roads always end up in
the same exhausting place, HERE!
Here? What is "HERE", is it a place? state of mind? a fantasy? a punishment? prison of my own doing? I am still not sure myself! I don't really remember much before the age of 3. That's when I think my environment started to form me into who I am today. Age 3, the year my little sister was born, the year I discovered jealousy, loneliness ,fear, and desertion. I know when you are going to be a big sister it is supposed to be a happy time in your life. For me...... not so much. Don't get me wrong, today things are different, but at age 3 the absolute worse thing that could happen, especially when you are already the fourth child. Already, fighting for a place in the family, already fighting for attention, a battle I so wanted to win.
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